"When I Got to the Bedroom There Was Somebody In It..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Well, I cried all over Erin and Liz to-night. We were in the lounge and I don't even remember what happened except I started crying and freaking out and it was stupid of me. Oh, God, I am so tired. I am just so tired.

I got an 88 on my last religion paper, and Dr. Braxton doesn't understand why that's bad, he told me that it was a perfectly good grade and if I kept worrying I would get nosebleeds. But it is bad because it's not how I perform. I've never gotten that low a grade from him ever, and my average in his class is a 96. There's just no way in hell I should be getting 88s. That is awful.

And I just have so much to do, and I'm so tired, and Liz and Erin were lovely about it but now I feel guilty, and if I wear the same clothes I've worn for the last three days again to-morrow just because I'm tired I will be ashamed, but I might do it anyway. God.

I think I'm going to throw up.

Comments

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

*holds tight*

[bewareofitalics]

I went through the "80-something is totally a good grade!" thing in high school. How do teachers just not get it? :P

*hugs*

[raanve]

*hugs*

Take some deep breaths. It will be okay!

[tinyammmy]

I hope you got some good sleep and it helped. <3

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

that seemed to be the day for crying all over people -- i sobbed all over my coach, and i've had fewer responsibilities and anxieties grating at me than you but i understand how overwhelming and exhausting and justmakeitstop they are. god, i understand. is thanksgiving break coming up soon for you? do you think you'll have time to rest, then, or will it mostly be more of the same?

[mhari.livejournal.com]

Sweetheart. *snuggles you*

88 is a perfectly good grade, especially when you have been freaked out with stress for weeks. You did the best you could, and the best you could at a time like this still means you pass, so BREATHE.

And take a nap.

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

<3 It's okay to cry all over people sometimes.

[the-chloroplast.livejournal.com]

*snugs

Also, I second mhari. I know how you feel, but.

*snugs again.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

88 is understandable, considering how stressed and tired you are. ;__; And it is not at all bad.

You poor thing. :( I hope you have a break coming up soon?

And don't be ashamed of that. :( I think everyone in school does that, most of the time.