"I Felt Restless and I Felt Soft..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

I have two problems right now.

1. I am just--idk. Miserable? Emotionally unstable like I don't even know? I am miserable. I cannot sustain a mood for longer than an hour and haven't been this whole week. It is scary and makes me feel nauseous and out of control.

2. This is Theophilus. He is also a problem, because he's been at the shelter for a rather long time now, inexplicably, and he is running out of time. He spent an hour in my arms to-day just cuddling. He is fixed and his claws in front are nice and trimmed. He is the only cat at the shelter without eye problems, and his coat is soft and silky. He's a year old. He likes to be petted.

I am not sure how to convince my parents that Theophilus should come to live with us.

Comments

[hinkydoodle.livejournal.com]

D: Kitty.

D: D: You.

I'm just kind of jazzed that Lent is around the corner and after that Easter and SPRING! Yeah yeah, Easter is 'early' this year, but in my mind Easter=Spring=renewal and good things. I don't know if your blah is seasonal blah or something more but if it is seasonal--hang in there, winter won't last forever.

If it's something else eating at you :( I hope you can find a way to work through it.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I really like Lent and Easter and that whole liturgical period--they're very reassuring to me and comforting. But this feels like something more than seasonal just because it is so unbelievably bad. It hasn't been thing bad in over a year, iirc. Anyway, I will flail at my therapist on Tuesday.