"If I Could Forget You, Baby There's No Other Way Out..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Liz dragged me to Il y a longtemps que je t'aime, and, predictably, I bawled. I think it is kind of hilarious--professors never know what to do with the fact that I cry at sad films. This made Dr. Miller deeply uncomfortably last year when he showed Jesus of Montreal and I had to sit after the film was over and sob into my hands, and Dr. Henderson just kind of stood there awkwardly and went "It's a pretty touching film..."

Then we came back and watched Higurashi no naku koro ni with Phil, Erin, and Jen, who I'm in love with now, and now I'm trying to get my French homework done so I can go to bed at a reasonable time so I can get up without feeling like a dead thing so I can try not to fail my anthropology short test to-morrow. And not fall asleep in philosophy again.

There are too many things to do and I literally do not have the time and this weekend is going to be completely insane--due to a series of... complicated events I will be taking a friend home (because her boyfriend flaked out on her and she has nowhere to go), which will be both stressful and fun, and will definitely make it harder to get all the homework I have to do over break done, and a part of me has just given up on sleeping really.

Saw the psychiatrist and she adjusted my meds stupidly and in such a way that I pretty much lose fifty dollars (because I just refilled my scrips on Saturday, and now they're no good), and I'm very frustrated and have so much to do and there was definitely a panic attack yesterday to go with the three last Friday and I have this petition of exception to write and I still haven't made the study abroad people give me any definite answers about Greece and this French homework isn't done and I need to start my hideous essay for history and if I don't stop writing this I'll start hyperventilating again.

Come to me, Easter. I need you.

Comments

[mhari.livejournal.com]

Augh, honey.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I hate everything. ;___; But I got the French homework done, so now I'm going to go hide in my bed.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

that sounds like a plan.

Next time when she wants to make a change you're not okay with, you can tell her so, okay? <3

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I just wanted to get out, I just nod and smile when I'm there.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

Yes, but if she doesn't screw up, then you don't have to go back as often.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It's too late now. >_< and I still have to see her on the 13th again anyway.

[tinyammmy]

*huuugs you*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*hides in*

If you feel like posting for Elaine, Ivy will bother her.

[tinyammmy]

She's got an open post up, if you'd like to tag in there! If not, we can have them meet sometime soonish.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yay!

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

*offers imaginary origami creatures*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*hangs them from the ceiling by invisible threads*

[josiana.livejournal.com]

&hearts I hope everything falls into place? And I'm sorry about your medication. That seems very short sighted of her?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Idk, it's important because I really do need a med adjustment, it's just--really inconvenient at the same time.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*hugstight*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*leans on*

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

i'm hoping for a good easter, too. but especially for you. <3

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Thank you. ♥

[azurai.livejournal.com]

This sounds rather a lot like my week so far, though I think you have more valid reasons for your stress than I do. *hugs* we'll get through it, and there will be flowers and warmth and sunshine because spring is at last upon us, and everything won't be perfect, but at least it will be lovely outside.
that made so much more sense in my mind, but regardless, I send you love and hug you through the internet.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥ Thank you.