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Oct. 13th, 2006 11:33 pm;__________________; I am sick.
It is Friday the thirteenth. I refuse to be surprised. I have stomach cramps, I have been feeling as though I may throw up; I have just quit my medication, so I have gone from fifty mg to no happy little blue-and-orange capsules in the last three days. I want to cry, I am not happy, and I scratched open the hematoma on my toe. >_> Which means now I'm bleeding everywhere. I had headaches all this morning.
Also, LJ is not working, and I was locked out of the library for half an hour this morning because Jeanie's furnace died and the repairman for it came three hours late. And I'm cold. ;_____________________________________________;
Now I am going to go be sick in my cold room. And cry.
Waugh.
*feels very sorry for self. so there*
I also got asked to-day if I was a Christian for being homeschooled. When I said yes, but not conservative, her next reaction was, 'oh, you must be really smart'. I'm not. I'm not I'm not I'm not. There are other reasons for being homeschooled besides being conservative and/or smart. Sometimes the reason is because you are NOT SMART IN THE LEAST.
...She also said she couldn't be a Christian because she swore too much, and I said that I was a confirmed and enthusiastic Episcopalian and still let loose with expletives when I was especially annoyed, and she just looked at me. Why do I fail completely to fit into normal society? ;_____________;
...Also, Linda is still calling me. a lot. and leaving messages on the machine. I think she has discovered a new way to ruin my life. ;______________;
It is Friday the thirteenth. I refuse to be surprised. I have stomach cramps, I have been feeling as though I may throw up; I have just quit my medication, so I have gone from fifty mg to no happy little blue-and-orange capsules in the last three days. I want to cry, I am not happy, and I scratched open the hematoma on my toe. >_> Which means now I'm bleeding everywhere. I had headaches all this morning.
Also, LJ is not working, and I was locked out of the library for half an hour this morning because Jeanie's furnace died and the repairman for it came three hours late. And I'm cold. ;_____________________________________________;
Now I am going to go be sick in my cold room. And cry.
Waugh.
*feels very sorry for self. so there*
I also got asked to-day if I was a Christian for being homeschooled. When I said yes, but not conservative, her next reaction was, 'oh, you must be really smart'. I'm not. I'm not I'm not I'm not. There are other reasons for being homeschooled besides being conservative and/or smart. Sometimes the reason is because you are NOT SMART IN THE LEAST.
...She also said she couldn't be a Christian because she swore too much, and I said that I was a confirmed and enthusiastic Episcopalian and still let loose with expletives when I was especially annoyed, and she just looked at me. Why do I fail completely to fit into normal society? ;_____________;
...Also, Linda is still calling me. a lot. and leaving messages on the machine. I think she has discovered a new way to ruin my life. ;______________;
