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Hate myself. Hate, hate, hate.
Life is not good. I am increasingly pathetic. I have absolutely no willpower, and evidentally little to no talent. Of course, this last item is nothing more than a plea for sympathy, because I am gratuitous.
Waen does not like anything I do. She said I'm just like Kate.
Why can't I make her proud of me?
Also, my diet has committed hara-kiri. It is quite dead. I shall never be beautiful. Not this week. And probably I shall cry to-morrow at Weigh-In, because I do.
Nana so insane.
And I, I am imperfect. Hate. Hate.
*crawls under a rock and stays there forever*
Life is not good. I am increasingly pathetic. I have absolutely no willpower, and evidentally little to no talent. Of course, this last item is nothing more than a plea for sympathy, because I am gratuitous.
Waen does not like anything I do. She said I'm just like Kate.
Why can't I make her proud of me?
Also, my diet has committed hara-kiri. It is quite dead. I shall never be beautiful. Not this week. And probably I shall cry to-morrow at Weigh-In, because I do.
Nana so insane.
And I, I am imperfect. Hate. Hate.
*crawls under a rock and stays there forever*
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Date: 2004-10-05 06:57 pm (UTC)You SHALL be beautiful, and you ARE! I'm in awe of your willpower. I can't even manage to remember to eat five fruits or vegetables a day, much less keep track of everything I eat and stop myself from eating stuff I oughtn't. You are amazing, and just because you got off-track once doesn't mean you aren't or that you aren't going to do fine.
And if you're going to insist on living a rock, I'm going to have to paint it with rainbows and sparklies. Or make it tri-coloured.
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Date: 2004-10-05 07:46 pm (UTC)*cries* Thank you so much. You don't know how much that means to me, and I really will work so much harder after to-day, I will.
Could you use lavender paint, please? I like lavender best.
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Date: 2004-10-06 08:55 pm (UTC)Sorry...
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Date: 2004-10-07 07:24 pm (UTC)*huggles like mad*
Don't worry about it!
*continues to huggle like mad*
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Date: 2004-10-07 07:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-05 07:54 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-05 08:07 pm (UTC)Your support is very... supporting. ^^ Thanks.
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Date: 2004-10-05 08:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2004-10-05 09:05 pm (UTC)They really are just jealous.
Do feel better soon. *hugs*
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Date: 2004-10-05 09:12 pm (UTC)Thanks. Thanks very much.
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Date: 2004-10-05 09:29 pm (UTC)Also remember that there is a difference between being skinny and being healthy. The former is not an ideal state if it jeopardises the latter. Exercise is always better than not eating, anyway.
(and even us skinny people sometimes feel like shit about how we look. I'm at a perfectly healthy weight, except everything I gained is in my stomach rather than somewhere it would do some good, so I need to start exercising in an attempt to redistribute the fat if it won't go away. And I think I consumed less than 1000 calories today. I don't think that's a good thing. So see, we're all very very screwed up.)
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Date: 2004-10-06 08:53 pm (UTC)>_> I know, but I have a nice little signed doctor's order, and considering the family history of diabetes, &c, it seems like something I ought to do. Also, I feel that I would like myself more and therefore be better in social situations (since before I joined WW, I was actually dropping out of every single activity that put me somewhere people could look at me. It was not good). I am trying to exercise more, however.
(*wails* I knowww! All is doom and gloom! ;_; Alas. Good luck with exercising, though!)
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Date: 2004-10-05 09:40 pm (UTC)As for beauty... darling, from your photo, you have nothing to worry about. Eat healthy, get some exercise, but don't break your heart trying to stick to some mad plan to make you shrink.
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Date: 2004-10-06 09:00 pm (UTC)Thank you so much. WW is really a good plan, and when I'm following it loyally I do pretty well. It was just a disastrous week, I think. Thank you, though, because what you say means a lot.
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Date: 2004-10-07 01:02 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-07 06:18 pm (UTC)I think I like your subconscious.
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Date: 2004-10-05 09:55 pm (UTC)You should most definitely NOT listen to anything this Waen person tells you. The fact that you have even taken steps to start a diet is an amazing accomplishment, and I give you a round of applause for it, as well as five very fluffy pillows for your rock. ;) *hug*
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Date: 2004-10-06 09:03 pm (UTC)Waen is my little sister, actually, although no one can tell. IRL, not only do we both act like she's older, but she's also taller and looks older. People mistake me for eleven, and Waen for sixteen. It is immensely unfair.
Thank you. Thank you very much. *takes pillows and makes off with them with which to line underneath of rock*
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Date: 2004-10-06 05:18 am (UTC)*HUGS* I know this feeling, of course, but I also know that for you, it's certainly NOT true. Your writing is amazing. AMAZING. I mean it.
♥
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Date: 2004-10-06 09:04 pm (UTC)*hugs* Thank you so, so much. That just means so much.
...dammit, you're making me cry!
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Date: 2004-10-07 08:06 am (UTC)♥
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Date: 2004-10-06 04:10 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-06 09:06 pm (UTC)Trust me, a week or so with my LJ on your flist, and there's probably nothing about me you won't know. *is heart on sleeve person*