"He Said, I Am Not Fighting For You Any More..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

By the way, I think I need to see Dr. Viktorrr again. I performed emergency toe surgery again to-day, with the result that they're both bleeding and it hurts madly to walk (since emergency toe surgery involves a pair of nail clippers, a cuticle trimmer, and occasionally a swiss army knife, this perhaps comes as a surprise to no one). Mum has actually confiscated the cuticle trimmer, and I am not allowed to use it any more. Honestly, my hand slipped. I wasn't really planning to cut that deeply into the nail bed.

At any rate, the emergency surgery did not actually work, and my toenails are still growing back into my feet as persistently as they have been for the last three years. >______< So to-morrow I set up an apartment. This time I am going to get them both removed entirely. I am quite tired of dealing with them. I hate the anesthesia that does not work, I hate being scared to death, it hurts too much, they always grow back, and Dr. Viktorrr hates me. It is time to get this over and done with.

I shall not be sorry to see them go.

Edit: Oh, but I forgot the best part! Waen decided to contribute some advice.

Waen: Just leave them alone!
Soujin: I caaan't. I just can't stop doing it.
Waen: Look at it this way, okay? Your toes--all your toes--are choirboys. And every time you perform your toe surgery, you're like a Catholic priest touching them inappropriately.
Soujin: ...oh, god. What did you just--I mean. Oh, God.
Waen: REMEMBER, SOUJIN. EVERY TIME YOU HURT YOUR TOES, IT'S LIKE YOU JUST MOLESTED A CHOIRBOY.
Soujin: I--I-- I can't believe you just said. I can't--I mean, God, I can't--
Waen: I thought that would help. >:D

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Well. See. When my toenails start to grow in, I'm well aware the doctor's visits are expensive, so usually I try to avoid them by performing the emergency surgery myself, which usually keeps it off for another couple of months. Usually this works. Of late, it has been making more pain. I think the tremor is making it harder than it needs to be.

But, see, I am! I promise! I call to-morrow...!

[lokogato.livejournal.com]

... but the CHOIRBOYS???? (Tell Waen she > world, by the way. XDDD) Surgery is not for those without extensive medical training. ;____;!

DID YOU??! ;____;!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

X___________________X I plan to have extensive medical training. This is practise.

But yes, I did.