"I am a Poster Girl with No Poster..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

They accepted me. And they gave me a scholarship.

I'm going to college.

Also, one of Paul's sheep dropped two lambs this week. Their tails haven't been clipped yet, and they're so long they reach the ground. They even stood still long enough for me to get some photographs.

And on the way home we saw a tom turkey in the tree over the Mahantango.

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It doesn't matter; the dark isn't a place for either of us. You have Gil, and she treasures you and loves you and it's a wonderfully worthwhile relationship; and I have hopes and beginnings and things other than romance and things are better than they used to be. It was just one big miscommunication, maybe both our faults, and it's past.

We both get to go on. No more standing in the dark.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

but no gifts, no letters, no meaning anything to you other than heartbreak --

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

you will always be the unstartled steppes of dream.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

a little tired now-- tired of things that break, and--

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

&hearts see.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

you are wonderful, miss. too wonderful for words. too wonderful for poetry.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

extraordinarily not! but I still want both of us to be happy.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

i hope we will. i really, really do -- and i think you made that possible, tonight.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

so, uh--would you like anything for Christmas? ^_~

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

already got something wonderful -- got to clear up a misunderstanding that's been weighing on my mind all year, with someone patient enough to listen to me while i vented and said awful things at her, and good enough, wise enough, to vent back at me, until i really understood her. that's all i want -- understanding. shiny things are nice, too.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥ well! that can probably be arranged.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

thank you, miss. really -- thank you.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

thank you. it's--so much infinitely better to have it this way. Opening doors and windows and letting the air wash out.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

and you made it possible -- it's no so dark any longer.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

takes two for tangos, scrabble, and confessional.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*giggles!* well-said.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

but naturally! I am of course an accomplished speaker.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

a right improvisatrice of the french style.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

c'est vraiment!