"Turned His World Upside Down, Turned a King into a Clown..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

So I have been trying to figure out why I am so incredibly amazingly calm about the fact that I have less than a week to write a twenty-page research paper and it's not even started yet, and realised to-day, with skyerana's help, that I've basically been totally mellowed out since I started on the Celexa. Which I guess is both good and bad, since, you know, on the one hand, totally calm. On the other hand, paper not started.

And I have no intention of starting it to-night, either. SIGH.

I can't believe I finally found a drug that kills my anxiety, just in time for goddamn finals. I'm trying to decide whether I should stop taking it, just for finals week, or play along and try to motivate myself. The psych is gone for the year, so I can't talk to her, little as I wish to do that anyway.

This is immensely stupid.

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Nnnnot gonna. >_> My one friend who's premed suggested cutting the pills in half, which I might try? But we'll see.

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

Thhhhhat might not be the worst idea but it still doesn't sound great. But she's premed.... *hugup*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

idk, I still haven't gotten around to doing it.