"If To-Morrow was To-Day..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

In brief:

To everyone's surprise, Natalie is not the one who's pregnant. The honour goes to Val, Daniel's long-time girlfriend. They're getting married. I'll be an aunt.

My grandfather is dying. He has inoperable cancer; we can't tell him because he won't remember. Mama said we'll be lucky if he lives to his ninetieth birthday in December.

I'm giving blood on Tuesday and God, I need this so bad.

I'm serving Eucharist at church to-morrow and should really be in bed right now, especially given that I haven't taken my antipsychotic mood stabiliser* yet and it will put me out for about ten hours.

*not that I'm bitter

I have got to get out of here, things have got to even up, the natural order of things is still natural but I'm losing my ability to handle it anyway. Oh, God, I wish it were a different day. I don't know how to face church right now.

Comments

[holyschist.livejournal.com]

Hopefully it won't go there. But hospice care is really good and they have all kinds of pain medication now. They try really hard to make sure the person is as comfortable as possible.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I know, they're going to take good care of him. <3 I'm just really going to miss my granddaddy.

[holyschist.livejournal.com]

Yeah. :(